(Ask me if you wanna know.
Though it doesnt concern most of you)

Anyways, 2.40am.
Sleep or do work?
Okays, Sleep!
I shld start adapting to singapore timing.

TOTALLY GIVE UP ON BS.
TECHNOLOGY SUCKS!

Spent the past 3 hours trying to adjust to my waking up mode,
had my first meal (at 4pm)
and watching KSB world at the same time.
Tried Airirang or something like that,
and GOD, ITS SO BORING.
Yea, KSB world is quite uninteresting,
but I’m bored of the taiwanese shows and I don’t have much options for the english channel.
(too much myth busters and animal planets makes one dull)
OH! And I’ve just missed like the only show in Airirang that I’m looking forward to.
Well, heck. Not like its very interesting either.
Yea, looks like my life, for the time being is very dull.
GUESS WHAT? It will be made worst next week!
Cause granny is coming to sg *sigh*
Its damn awkward cause she will just be staring at me while I’m doing my own stuff, trying to act like I’m being normal, though I’m effking self-conscious.
SERIOUSLY, I have no idea why she even want to come sg.
Its such an uninteresting place. *boos*

And with so many ‘uninteresting’ in my blog,
I feel like a rather uninteresting person.
Well, either that or my vocab is rather limited!

*Yay!* I’ve been drinking hell loads of milk for the past few days!
And I just realised that it actually make you full!

Dumb.

So, I’ve finally caught up with the world
Finished boys over flowers within a day.
Evaluation: watch first few (10, maybe?) and the last episode.
Skip everything else

AMAZINGLY, unlike many others, there isn’t a particular person that I favour.
Initially, I like yijung. (well, he just have the charm!)
then, somehow, Junpyo’s protection towards Jandi and his rather boyish character attracted me.
But when the emo guy cut his hair short (not sure when, didn’t watch everything),
hes really quite cute.
Oh, and I used to like Jandi’s friend,
but after a while, Jandi seems quite nice.
Yea…

p.s: woke up at 4 plus pm today.
TERRIBLE.

Anyways, I think qiutian is so much chio-er!
The female lead look very typical korean leh!
HAHA, but I like qiu tian and the ‘player’ together!
so kawayi!

Anyways, the zai zai guy is very ugly!
LOOK LIKE PEH YONG JUN! :/

Hees, love mahatten fish market outing with the girls today.
Ordered LOBSTER platter, 2 of them, with pacific dory thingy.
Its GREAT!
Theres a 1-for-1 deal for lobster platter, and the fish came as a pair because of some award celebration thing
Yea, so four of us spent like $14.80 each
(GST, service charge included)

*btw, the ugly guy is hugging sicao on tv nw *

Bought sticky, and the guy doing the candy is so nice.
He cut a bit out and gave it to us.
It was hot and soft, maybe to the extent of chewy, but turn hard at the instance of contact with the teeth.
It was WAY too sweet ( Mangosteen flavour),
but the lychee flavour is just right!
*hint hint: And Yan likes their marriage package*
Haha, Yan, you still have a long way to go la!
Wait for Terri’s and Sky’s turn first!
*wink*

Oh, and stupid-oh-me is SUPPOSED to go for tuition today.
The timing is simple enough,
1pm on weekdays and 10 am on weekends.
Sound easy enough?
NO!
I actually went at 1pm on saturday!
And guess what?
I sped there, thinking of going there before it ends,
but upon hopping into the cab,
I realised that tuition is OVER!
:’(
So headed to MRT instead to meet the girls in town.
BUT I GOT LOST again.
I mean, I know how to go, but I need to establish landmarks in my head first,
and when I know my way, I don’t know how to cross the road
I think I suck big time today, almost killed myself for my own stupidity.

HAHA, boys over flowers just ended.
So tempted to watch it on com…
Haha, but I realised that once you curb your temptation for several mins,
the temptation just go away.

HAHA, so happy today,
ciaos!

AHHHH! Club marc having sales!

HAHA, guess I sort of find back my motivation.
It kinda sucks to be idling around,
wanting to do something productive but never did.

But still, my production level a bit the low :/
Only finished 2 questions from tys and half the NJ notes
IS IT NORMALL????!!!
But still, I learnt quite a lot from the notes (YO!!!!)
HAHA, now even the complex compound look easy!!!
HAHA! Love this feeling.
Okay, I still have like hell loads left but Yea,
Hope this motivation stays

Oh, I went to cheers at midnight cause I can’t mug without food.
And guess what I saw?
NEW FLAVOUR OF CARAMEL CORN!
Yea!
Anyways, shall brush teeth, bathe, eat and work

For the first day in the holiday I woke up at 10 plus

Anyways, life is a little chaotic at home,
with the sudden departure of someone whom Im not v close with.
Practically, I became the phone station.
Its always like that whenever something happened.
LOL. No, I’m not trying to be mean, but Im glad that its not happening to grandma,
otherwise I will have to handle the calls from 3 countries.

Hais. totally got suffocated with all the heat,
until YJ brought hamsters here!
HAHA, but she didn’t drive, so I’m not sure why she didn’t left it here until the weekend.
But anyways, wei was rather cute with the hamsters.
Haha. And the hamsters know how to pretend to be dead.
AWESOME!

BOOS!
Received a message from John, thinking its from a close friend of mine.
Got him a little confused.
And truth to be told, I was disappointed. (sorry, yea, john?)
But I was hoping that the message was from a close friend of mine.
Donnoe, maybe I didn’t want to feel forgotten?
Maybe its because even friends that aren’t as close text to care.
Well… its a weird feeling actually.
Nvm, shan’t elaborate.
BUT SERIOUSLY, john, do you really have to text me only when you’re having your guard duty?
Btw, the message came rather random was well.
I guess the last time we talked was when I received my Os.
HAHA, right?

Ermmm, anyways, last point to add before I try to do my work in an air-con place.
Yea, anyways, it wasn’t exactly a last point,
but well, I’m just trying to summarise what happened during famine camp for memorial sake.
(don’t feel like, actually. Cause I’ve always recounted my experience for Adel)
Anyways, its kinda cool. actually.
First up, I went to meet Sal, whose dad drove up to Barker.
Yea, Barker is AWESOME. (Or Fab, seeing that my vocab is limited)
I was impressed, esp when theres a guy to press the lift for us.
Anyways, Im quite determined that ACJC has one of the worst AC campus.
TOTOTALLY.
Anways, Saw Zhengchao, Jian Peng (whom Ive embarressingly forgot his name), Erika, Devika, (Sorry, stm. Suddenly forgot others just as I’m typing Erika’s name) and some other AC people whom I’ve only seen them around.
Anyways, my group is actually quite cute.
I mean, where in the world would you find a group with so many absentees?
We’re supposed to be a family, with head, vice head, adults, children… etc
But we have NO vicehead, only 1 adult and 6 effking children.
And ya, children cannot work. (Dont HUH me at this point in time)
First up, we’re supposed to build our slum in the scorching sun with our ‘MUNNIES’, with which those $ can be exchanged for materials like tape, newspapers, poles, etc
Trust me, this game is DUMB.
After that, we have a game in which we have to work to earn money.
Being the family that we are, we did not go through legal means,
instead, we did child prostitution and other illegal jobs AS A FAMILY,
thus suffering from permanent injuries.
Yea, we got HIV as a family (YAYNESS!)
So we didn’t win the game because apparently Zhengchao’s group went to work legally, got an education, blahs blahs blahs, thus winning the game and got A-mei’s signatured tee. (WHO CARES!)

Okay, we had hell loads of talks, one by an aid child which I find is totally patronising.
I mean, yea, the fact that the child got AIDS and is rejected by the society is kinda upsetting.
BUT! The interview does not focus on that part.
Instead, they ask what the boy’s hobby is… what food he like, etc.
Which seriously I don’t know why they think I’m interested in.
WOW! So much for being educational.

Next day was fun though.
We had newspapers collecting.
Yea, the people whom I collect newspapers was fun,
not the activity.
I think the HCI girl (C-something?) and Eugene was pretty fun to be with.
HAHA, totally.
And the C girl totally pour out all the HC gossip to Eugene.
And yea, apparently hes like the centre of attraction and girls fall out because of him.
But yea, he totally look beng and fun-loving,
so it comes as a shocker that his MSG is 1.2 (HOLY SHIT!) and he got Outstanding student award.
=.=
Yea, but anyways, lets fast forward…
(no one wants to know how half the participants in famine camp eat, right?)
After all the activities, we went to Downtown east and we played finger games with the HC girl.
OMG, shes a total loser in that game.
LOL. and E and S kinda talk about the technique to playing the game.
In the end, it became a HC vs AC thing,
though E don’t wanna play with us because ‘its not right to hit girls’ -.-
But yea, the girl was quite fun to bully.
HAHA.
Yea, anyways, theres actually this really weird barker boys…
I mean, 1 totally (oh! I rmbed, hes called martin) act cool through out the camp and the other, well… we just got a generation gap.
HAHA.
yea, and I think the VJ girls are a bit into their own world, so I’m not as close with them.
Yea, and we’re like the most not enthu group because as everyone was preparing for the cheer,
we’re the only group who didn’t come out with a cheer and we just pretend we didn’t exist…
while continue to nua there.
All in all, the camp was actually a blast, and I laughed damn hard, esp during the work-and-injury thing.
The only spoiler was when Sal turned effking auntie and I guess Ive got problems with that.
But yea, everything else was great.

And yea, I’ve decided not to go for wt’s birthday dinner.
Because I doubt it will be fun (how does birthday dinner sounds fun?)
Why not birthday clubbing instead???
*twitch eyebrow*
But blahs! maybe twenty more days before that will happen.
*planning some activities*
YEAH!

Guess its like this,
we live in a totally different world.
Im envious of your brains
while you’re envious of whats left of the little life I have.

Guess I lead it the wrong way,
but have it different way, my way, if things were to repeat again.

That feeling sinks in.
Push it away, telling myself that torture’s over soon.
Because after torture, comes hell.